frustration. 
its the inability to obtain an objective as planned.


frustration, followed by anger, followed by a feeling of defeat that once again the objective has not come into fruition as planned. or has YET to come into fruition as planned. 


then decision time. time to decide to keep pushing forward in the original direction (try, try again) or. alternate the course of action to ultimately achieve the aforementioned objective (we have all heard the definition of insanity). 


so. stay the course? stay the course. 


perhaps a change in expectation of fruition is what ultimately needs to be changed. 
that. 
and. 
my lioness raw (aka whip crackin') may need a tune up. 




breathe.
deep.


i'm keepin my eyes on the prize.